Have you ever just felt numb. Like you dont feel anything about anything. I have, i feel that way pretty much all the time. Like im just going thru life not feelings anything. And its hard b.c most teenagers can express there feelings and talk and i cant do that,as much as i ve been thru and see, and done i cant talk about feelings with anyone and it suckks.
Its also scary, because im not sure if i'll ever love because of it. i mean i do love, but its hard to express it and talk about it. And when it comes to relationships i dont know how to express it to my boyfriend, or show it and it makes me feel bad. like im not good enough for them because im such a heartless bitch pretty much all the time. And being numb pretty much is hard because its hard to keep friends because i cant talk to them about anything and they think stuff... Well i ever feel anything..or learn to express it or will i just go thru life numb...
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